Thursday, April 2, 2009

Which way sir?





The other night at the GZA show, Spoof of Frek Sho came up to me to tell me that he heard my music, and respects what I do, and expressed how much of a fan he is of my voice and my words. It seems the tables have turned..

Back in 99, I remember coming up in the hip hop scene as a virgin baby riding the training wheels, looking way up to these local emcees. For him to tell him straight in the face, no no no, I'm a fan of yours, was the highlight of my night.

Give respect, get respect is how I like to see it.

He gave me his pep talk. Told me to release something, but don't take 10 years to do it..and I told him you know what I find the most difficult. spliting myself in half..bouncing from one art to the other, feeling as though I should focus my energy on just one..it's always been that way for me..

He said focus on your art..and do the music on the side..Art is your food, music is your dessert...

He put things to into perspective in the 5 minutes of talking to him..and hey..it makes sense to me..

May is coming up, and love is in the air...as is change..but it feels like im trying to push change back, and saying, give me just 2 more months of this hiding shit and I'll get back to being me again..(me ME)

A friend of mine wrote..change what you can before you can't change at all...

but I don't know..

it sucks having multiple personalities.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Let me be



eye clutch the blade with Idle hands
but insides' a different man
aint no murderer in me
all eye kill are ill beats
immuned to thee disease
eye will not catch up
(its time to clean out the skeletons
hiding in the backtrunk)
like a monk eye meditate
onto a higher plain
but not TOO high
you see eye maintain my aim
for time and time again
Ive seen so many minds change
lost in a wide range
of wanting to try new things
outside the 'comfort zone'
where no brothers show
respect to one another
like its just some joke to them
so called friends
provoking me to follow the trend
but eye WONT pretend
to know what I dont
NO OFFENSE
eye will not attempt to
do what most evil men do
neglect truth
grab my nuts and scream "F U!!"
..im a peaceful man
but eye WILL lay the smackdown
[on my OWN] background like im the peoples champ
break down the evil man inside
that egotistical pride
that cheats steals and lies
just to get by???
no I will not run and hide
eye will come clean
love me or hate me
I say screw what you think
I'm doing my thing regardless
so pardon me partner
its time to depart
like jason statham
in revolver
No violence needed
I embrace my weakness
till the dark voices in my head
have stopped speaking

Sunday, February 8, 2009



Arno Rafael Minkkinen is fucking nuts!

I went to the Wag today to look at the photo exhibits by Sheila Spence, and Arno Rafael, and I was inspired. All I can say Is i need a camera.. even a cheap one will do..but I need to start documenting these memories..They'll be worth looking back at someday..I know it.


There was also a "She Words Hard" exibit of women in the arts.. The treeplanting lady reminded me of some people I know.. (and some people I want to get to know)

bla blah blah

So much to do..so little time to blabber on.

But that's a good thing!

carry on creative mind, carry on!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

All Hail UK.



Lewis Parker - Mr Parkers Siesta

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Nostalgia 77 - Hope Suite


Thanks to sun for introducing me to Nostalgia.

Sahara Swing

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Korean Underground.



Gorian - Ancient Tale

I don't understand Korean, but I understand how to speak Hip Hop.

Who is Supreme NTM.



Je ne pas compris le francias, mais j'apprends!

Krush is King



I love european style design!.

and Krush..Krush is King..



Rizal



Friday, January 16, 2009

classics

Thursday, January 8, 2009

On My Own (Rough)

Winnipeg Poetry Slam Poster

If you had to pick ONE, which ONE would ONE be? One? Two? or Three? (Click on Image for Larger view)

ONE


TWO


THREE


Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Cease Fire


Last week a man at the bus stop told everyone waiting for their bus about the word of God. He said go to God, because in the near future bad things are going to happen in the world, and God is who you need to turn to in those times. Everyone looked at him like he was crazy. I'm not religious, and usually most talks about Jesus, I immediately shut down because I just don't want to hear it. As he spoke, I didn't even bother to face him, instead listened to him with my back turned as I wrote my name upon the foggy glass. I've been listening to CBC all day for the last few days, and all I hear is War, war, war.some say it could be the start of World War III. When I think about it, Palestine, egypt, & Israel are all holy grounds. There is alot of history there, and now it's being destroyed. I don't care what anyone says, that shit affects EveryONE..and I'm not religions, but I'm still praying for these people. I hope the bullshit stops..

That shit is real.

Monday, January 5, 2009

..reminding myself to read..

Balanced meals, healthy snacks can help combat mid-afternoon energy slump
Provided by Lauren La Rose, THE CANADIAN PRESS
TORONTO - It's 3 p.m. - do you know where your energy's gone?
Call it the post-lunch crash or 3 p.m. slump. By any name, the nosedive in energy levels that strikes around mid-afternoon can spell trouble, especially for those trying to wrap up their to-do list before day's end.
If snaking lines at coffee shops and snack bars after midday are any indication, the natural inclination for many weary workers desperate to shake out of the drowsy doldrums is to grab a cup of joe.
But battling and beating afternoon blahs can occur without drinking coffee. What's more, experts say the problem could be linked to what individuals have - or haven't - eaten before midday.
Skipping meals - particularly breakfast - can lead to a drop in mid-afternoon energy. But for those who do get in their morning meal, the kinds of foods being consumed can shed light on why they're feeling pooped.
"What you put in will certainly fuel the type and level of energy that you get out," said Jennifer Salib Huber, a naturopathic doctor, registered dietitian and owner of Pillars of Health in Dartmouth, N.S.
Salib Huber said those who opt for a doughnut or a muffin are making a poor choice of energy production because they are simple carbohydrates which are broken down quickly by the body. Found naturally in foods like fruits, milk and milk products, simple carbohydrates are also in processed and refined sugars like candy, table sugar and soft drinks.
"If you have a food that increases your blood sugar very quickly, like a sugary food will do, your blood sugar will then have a resulting drop that's quite quick," she said. "When that happens, your body reacts by saying, 'Mmm! I want some sugar again."'
"That's pretty common to happen in the middle of the afternoon, one, because it's usually the middle of the workday and people are getting tired anyway. It's also when their morning sugar coffee highs are coming to an end."
At most meals, Salib Huber said individuals should be thinking about a healthy carb, lean proteins and fibre.
A three-egg omelette with just one yolk has about 20 grams of fibre, she said. Add vegetables, along with a side serving of fruit - like a half a banana - to get in your carbs and a slice of whole grain toast to complete the meal.
Another option: 3/4 cup of a high-fibre cereal topped with slivered almonds.Oatmeal is one of the best bets - a complex carbohydrate with fibre that is an easy-to-go-breakfast, she said.
Even a yogurt with a banana is better than nothing at all, she said, a source of protein and carbs.
And if you are really pressed for time, a blender drink with some protein powder, fruits, fish or flaxseed oil, with water or milk mixed in are another way to get your morning fuel, said Ken Kinakin, a chiropractor and instructor for Can-Fit-Pro, who regularly lectures doctors and personal trainers in the areas of weight training, rehabilitation and nutrition.
Feelings of fatigue could get worse if you either skip lunch or choose a meal that's really high in carbohydrates and isn't sufficiently balanced in protein and fibre to slow down the absorption of those foods, Salib Huber said.
A rule of thumb: steer clear of white foods like pasta and potatoes. All are high on the glycemic index, a measure of how quickly a carbohydrate is absorbed into the body, she said. Better options are root vegetables, sweet potatoes, salads, and soups with black beans or lentils.
"A soup and salad or a soup and a small half-sandwich is a much better way to keep your blood sugar stable and still fuel your brain at lunch but not drag yourself down with burdening your body to digest that large meal."
The other half-sandwich from lunch could come in handy later as a snack, said Jenny Okroj, public health educator and nutritionist with Regina Qu'Appelle Health Region.
"It gives you a source of energy that's going to be longer lasting, and it will make sure that you're not too over-hungry for your next meal," she said.
Trail mix, cottage cheese cups, crackers with peanut butter or low-fat cheese, and hummus with raw veggies, whole grain crackers or tortillas are viable healthy snack options, she said.
Nuts are sources of unsaturated fats which can help lower low density lipoprotein cholesterol - or "bad" cholesterol - levels, according to the Heart and Stroke Foundation of Canada.
Salib Huber said usually one-quarter cup of any nut is the max for a day, with about 15-20 almonds comprising a healthy daily serving.
Okroj is lobbying for work sites and recreational facilities in Saskatchewan to examine the contents of their vending machines and what they're offering as snacks.
They're in the process of implementing an initiative to stock healthier alternatives like granola and cereal bars and hope to have a manual widely distributed by next June.
If a proper diet can help maintain or boost energy levels, does that mean putting a permanent lid on drinking coffee?
It's not the use of coffee that's bad - it's the abuse of it, Kinakin said.
A typical cup of coffee contains about 150 milligrams of caffeine; tea has about half that, he said. Regular use of more than 350 milligrams a day is physical dependence, he said.
Caffeine also causes kidneys to excrete excess fluid, Okroj said. If you're drinking a lot during the day, it can cause you to be dehydrated, which can contribute to feeling fatigued.
One of several reasons people are tired could be their natural sleep-wake cycle, the circadian cycle of rhythm, Okroj said, adding that it's natural to have peaks and valleys during the day.
"Some people might find that right after lunch is bad; some may find 4 o'clock is a bad time," she said. "As your day progresses, your body temperature, heart rate, blood pressure, hormone levels, all those things change."
Reduction in strength, alertness and digestion are all examples of things that start to happen, and could be contributing to fatigue, she said.
Provided there aren't other underlying causes, such as symptoms of adrenal fatigue or problems with blood sugar disregulation, focusing on diet will likely yield the answers, said Salib Huber.
"If this is just the average person craving sugar and coffee at 3 in the afternoon, absolutely, having someone work with their diet can be the cure for them."

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Way It Is..

I use to say "Fuck the Money!" with a passion
back when there was nothing but drinking smoking and rapping
laughing life away like there was no price to pay
for staying out late writing my name up on the trains
never played the game instead I went against it
raised fist and all splashing war paint on walls
breaking laws with a smile..mommas lost child
who use to run wild with a low profile
playing at my own risk paying no mind to the mileage
living like I was next on God's 'soon-to-die-list'
but ohhh how it changes how shit rearranges
how clear & present dangers suddenly seem safer
forced into the corner taking orders chasing paper
thinking to myself how much I really hate to
go to school getting so confused about what to do
its like..go to class, kiss ass, OR say "Fuck the rules!"
...but son..its easier said than done
when we live within a system that runs on funds
its the reason why those stuck up kids deal drugs
and the reasons why sometimes we gotta leave the ones we love
work hard, get rewarded. thats the way jobs are kid
you can't be an artist if you don't know how to market
pardon me for telling you all this shit
but you can't discard the facts..cause thats just the way it is..

no biting. no copying. no pasting. just read and appreciate. simple

Deeper than the Mobb



Les McCann - Benjamin

Insomnia

Plugs..


..BareHugs..


.. Still no smiles..
....FUCK!


Hours pass..
..Night becomes day...




.. finally..
pat on the back...
..and God says ..
"young man its going to be Okay"
Young Amelie.